Tag: sadness

• Going through Changes Now

  

  spent a lifetime trying to figure it out

  Dana

  March 8, 2025

  2020’s, Buddy, cPTSD, depression, evening, farm, fun, God, grass, grief, growth, happiness, happy, healing, horse, horses, illness, JD, loss, love, pain, Photography, Playing, reflection, sadness, self portrait, sky, strength, Survivor, thoughts, trauma, tree, trees, video, videography

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• Different Life, Different Light

  

  I looked for the answers that I alone knew

  Dana

  March 2, 2025

  2020’s, alone, anger, cPTSD, curse, depression, dog attack, God, grief, happiness, happy, healing, illness, loss, love, mental health, pain, poem, Poetry, reflection, sadness, self portrait, story, strength, Survivor, thoughts, trauma, writing

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• Ancient Curse

  

  A loss of time, No way to rewind.

  Dana

  February 22, 2025

  2020’s, alone, anger, cPTSD, curse, death, depression, farm, God, grief, healing, illness, loss, mental-health, nightmare, pain, Photography, poem, Poetry, reflection, sadness, self portrait, thoughts, trauma, writing

  alone, anger, cPTSD, curse, depression, farm, God, grief, healing, illness, loss, nightmare, pain, Photography, photos, poem, Poetry, reflection, sadness, shingles, story, trauma, writing

• I Wrote it Down

  

  My eyes have been opened to what I struggled with in silence for so very long

  Dana

  October 13, 2024

  2020’s, alone, butterfly, childhood, cPTSD, drawing, Fixed before 50, God, happiness, happy, healing, love, pain, reflection, self portrait, story, strength, thoughts, trauma, writing

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• Never Going Back Again

  

  Don’t look back baby❤️🦋

  Dana

  October 6, 2024

  alone, art, butterfly, childhood, cPTSD, Fixed before 50, grief, happiness, happy, healing, loss, love, nightmare, sadness, self portrait, story, thoughts, trauma, video, writing

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• Not little Anymore

  

  Please, see me as a human ❤️🦋

  Dana

  October 6, 2024

  alone, art, childhood, cPTSD, happiness, happy, healing, loss, love, nightmare, sadness, self portrait, story, thoughts, trauma, video, writing

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• So Many Questions

  

  I don’t have questions any more

  Dana

  October 5, 2024

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• I See You

  

  Just breathe, baby

  Dana

  September 30, 2024

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• The Only One you Need to Validate you is YOU

  

  things that happened to you are because of a Narcissistic Sociopath that Needs Help

  Dana

  September 25, 2024

  alone, camping, childhood, happiness, happy, healing, lake, loss, love, nightmare, pain, Photography, reflection, sadness, self portrait, sky, story, strength, sunshine, thoughts, trauma, trees, water, writing

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• The Harvest Season

  

  Day after day, you take care of your garden. You nourish it with water. You pull the weeds and anything else that doesn’t belong.

  Dana

  September 23, 2024

  2020’s, dream, early morning, fall, farm, flowers, fruit, God, happiness, happy, love, pain, self portrait, story, sunshine, thoughts, trees, walk, woods, writing

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• Within

  

  I long to be free

  Dana

  February 25, 2024

  2020’s, pain, Photography, poem, Poetry, sadness, thoughts

  pain, Photography, poem, Poetry, sadness

• Kill a Memory

  

  All the times I’ve tried too much

  Dana

  February 7, 2024

  2020’s, pain, Photography, poem, Poetry, sadness, thoughts

  pain, Photography, poem, Poetry, sadness

• Full of Love

  

  How silly was the thought If I could unlearn what was taught All the things in me That keep me from being free To find the soul I was Full of love 12/2/23

  Dana

  February 5, 2024

  2020’s, pain, Photography, poem, Poetry, sadness, thoughts

  pain, Photography, poem, Poetry, sadness

• Torment

  

  Would not let me fly

  Dana

  February 3, 2024

  2020’s, pain, Photography, poem, Poetry, sadness, thoughts

  pain, Photography, poem, Poetry, sadness

• Things in this World

  

  alone you should not bare

  Dana

  November 27, 2023

  1990’s, alone, childhood, cPTSD, grief, happiness, healing, high school, love, pain, Photography, poem, Poetry, strength, thoughts, trauma

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• Alone

  

  It’s me, It’s you, It’s always been,

  Dana

  November 13, 2023

  1990’s, high school, loss, Photography, poem, Poetry, sadness, thoughts, writing

  loss, love, Photography, poem, Poetry, sadness, writing

• My Only Crime

  

  I feel happy that you’re here with me.

  Dana

  November 3, 2023

  1990’s, high school, love, Photography, poem, Poetry, sadness, thoughts, writing

  love, Photography, poem, Poetry, sadness, writing

• Love

  

  How many times can I loose with you?

  Dana

  November 2, 2023

  1990’s, college, loss, love, poem, Poetry, sadness, thoughts, writing

  loss, love, poem, Poetry, sadness, writing

• The Loving Place

  

  The loving place in my heart.

  Dana

  October 28, 2023

  1990’s, high school, loss, love, pain, Photography, sadness, thoughts

  loss, love, pain, Photography, sadness

• Day

  

  We are all just passing souls in this ever-changing light. Never really knowing if it’s day or if it’s night.

  Dana

  September 19, 2023

  1990’s, alone, anger, cPTSD, death, dream, farm, high school, loss, love, pain, Photography, poem, Poetry, reflection, sadness, self portrait, thoughts, trauma, writing

  abuse, alone, anger, anxiety, childhood, cPTSD, depression, healing, loss, pain, Photography, poem, Poetry, sadness, self portrait, trauma, writing